tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51315860193674552272024-03-12T20:16:25.605-07:00= the art of curiosityThe Feldenkrais Method | Stacey PelinkaStacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-54367121882965518352012-10-20T16:24:00.000-07:002012-10-20T16:24:21.520-07:00Attractors<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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As a new mother, I was taught to bring my baby to the breast rather than leaning my breast toward my baby. But even when I'm fully aware of what I'm doing, there is a pull in my spine toward Annabelle's hungry mouth. I can feel the weight of years of evolution pushing me in this direction--since the beginning of the human species, even the beginning of mammals, mothers have been offering a breast to their young. Even when I'm consciously rounding my whole back, I can feel that a vertebra or two is resisting and arching forward. I cannot change this. In fact, trying to change it means I set up an internal struggle and get increasingly tense.</div>
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As a flutist, I was always taught that I should bring the flute to my lips rather than bringing my lips to the flute. And I try to do that. But the flute exerts a magnetic attraction, and I unconsciously lean toward it as I play. Trying to keep myself from doing this means, again, fighting against myself.<br />
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I realized for the first time the other day that these types of attraction are really out of my control. As are many others. Watch human courtship behavior in a bar, for example: couples begin conversations moving independently, and (if everything goes well) gradually begin to sync up their movements until they unconsciously imitate each other. And infants, very early on, move in sync with their mothers. These responses happen under the radar, in lower levels of the brain and so quickly that we can't monitor them.<br />
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Our nervous system is incredibly complex. It has evolved over millions of years, in many different species, and the different layers of the brain have piled up one over the other so that many functions are redundant. Feldenkrais compared it to an old phone exchange, where wires have been repurposed and unused wires are resorted to in emergencies. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">[1]</span> Benzon compares the function of the nervous system to the weather. With so many possible neural states (more than 2 to the 27,400,000,000,000th power), it's hard to imagine having any will at all. Instead of a linear chain of will-action-result, we have intention, emotion, sensation, and thought gathering together like clouds and interacting to produce a complex action, with no central control. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">[2]</span><br />
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And yet we think that we can manage this complex system and consciously resist something that is happening unconsciously. Doing so sets up all kinds of antagonism inside--from two muscle groups pulling in opposite directions to emotional obstacles like cross-motivation. Our modern world, where we're asked to behave so differently from how we've evolved, constantly creates situations where we're resisting attraction.<br />
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Addiction is an extreme example. Years ago, Gregory Bateson wrote an article about Alcoholics Anonymous, in which he says the reason AA is so successful is that it helps the alcoholic to stop the internal struggle between willpower and attraction. By putting themselves in the care of a higher power, alcoholics are stepping out of this deadlock entirely and into a whole different dynamic, where change is possible. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">[3]</span><br />
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Instead of a higher power, what about using awareness? If you lie on the floor, and bring your attention to your breathing, it will change, much more effectively than if you try to breathe in a certain way. If I think of the length of my spine before I pick up my flute to play, and notice how my head sits on top of my spine, I might lean a little less into the flute. If I sense my weight on the bed as I'm falling asleep with Annabelle nursing, I'm likely to find an easier way to lie than if I try to put us both into the position recommended by the nursing manual.<br />
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I'm not trying to change my behavior directly. That's the key, because trying to change sets up the struggle again. I'm noticing, and then allowing change to happen. It's a subtle difference, and not always easy to access, but so much simpler and kinder.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">[1] Feldenkrais, Moshe. Body and Mature Behavior, p. 18.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">[2] Benzon, William. Beethoven's Anvil, pp. 25-29, 54, 72-74.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">[3] Bateson, Gregory. "The Cybernetics of Self: A Theory of Alcoholism," in Steps to an Ecology of Mind.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">These images are from a google images search for "Attractors"--of course, strange attractors from fractal geometry came up, which seemed to tie in very well to a discussion of the complexity of the nervous system. The upper drawing is actually not an attractor but a sketch of a new way to represent the periodic table that was next to an image of an attractor--but it works symbolically....</span>Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-34855389432902288202012-03-05T17:59:00.003-08:002012-03-05T17:59:38.544-08:00How to Go Back to Sleep after an EarthquakeLie on your back in bed. <br />
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Bend your knees, and place your feet standing on the bed. Slide your right foot around on the sheet, and feel the texture of the sheet with your foot. Slide your foot everywhere you can easily reach. Then do the same thing with the left foot.<br />
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Lengthen your legs and rest for a moment.<br />
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With your elbows resting on the bed, place your fingertips on the border between your ribs and abdomen. Feel the muscle tone there, and notice any movement that occurs when you breathe. After three or four breaths, shift your fingers closer to the center of your abdomen, still keeping them on the border between your abdomen and chest. Follow the movement of your abdomen--lift the fingers as you feel the abdomen rising, and let them sink down as the abdomen sinks. Do this for as long as it's interesting.<br />
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Pause for a moment.<br />
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Bring your fingertips down to the lowest part of your abdomen, just above the pubic bone. Follow the breath in the same way, letting your fingers lift gently as the abdomen rises and sink as it falls.<br />
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Leaving your hands where they are, begin to picture your spine. Imagine that you could reach inside yourself and touch the front side of each vertebra. Begin with your lowest vertebra, the large lumbar vertebra, L5, and count upward, imagining that you can place your finger on each vertebra in turn. There are five lumbar vertebrae. When you reach the border between the lumbar vertebrae and the thoracic vertebrae (the ones the ribs are attached to), sense how the lowest ribs move when you breathe, especially in back. Continue counting and placing an imaginary finger on each vertebra, moving upward through the twelve thoracic vertebrae (don't worry if you can't sense exactly where they are--just pretend), and the seven cervical (neck) vertebrae.<br />
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Repeat this as many times as you'd like.<br />
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Rest and let your breath come at its own pace. Wait for the inhalation, wait for the exhalation, notice if there are pauses in between.<br />
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By now you will feel calmer. If sleep hasn't already arrived, choose your favorite exploration from above and repeat it again.<br />
<br />Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-87820115351902474392011-12-20T14:12:00.001-08:002011-12-21T23:38:52.757-08:00Losing your balance in order to find it<br />
When she was 10 months old, Annabelle slipped in the bathtub. I caught her and, since she was unhurt but a bit scared, said lightly, "Oh no! Did you fall down?" She laughed, and decided to reenact the fall. She tipped over on purpose and it was much more fun. This became a game for the next few weeks, migrating out of the tub onto our bed. She'd wake up in the morning, sit up, raise her hands overhead, and open her mouth in mock alarm. "Oh no!" we'd cry, and she would fall into our arms. Some falls were really just token falls, where she just leaned over quickly and patted the bed with her hands. Others were melodramatic--head tipped backward, hands thrown in the air, eyes closed, she would collapse onto a pillow. We started encouraging her to play the falling game whenever friends came over because it was so cute.<br />
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But, as with everything in childhood, play-falling faded away too quickly. Annabelle stopped instigating it. A week or two later, we were playing on our living room rug and I tried to get the game going again. "Are you going to fall?" She smiled, stood, put her hands in the air, and got ready to fall. But she failed to fall for a long time--she took about 5 steps trying to lose her balance.<br />
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I should mention that Annabelle hadn't yet figured out how to walk at this time. And what better way to learn to walk than to try to fall down? There's no stress, no ambition, no failure involved--it's just an accident. The whole thing was a game, not a studied effort.<br />
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Walking came about a month later, after surfacing and subsiding a few
times. She played around with the idea for a while and then one day
decided it was a useful way to get around, and walked. We could use more of this kind of learning in our lives.<br />
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<i>By the way, there's a great Feldenkrais lesson (posted <a href="http://staceypelinka.blogspot.com/2010/05/where-to-begin.html">here</a>) which uses this idea--playing around with taking yourself out of balance in order to find your balance.</i><br />
<br />Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-55777745574531247762011-11-09T12:42:00.000-08:002011-12-21T23:39:45.482-08:00Immersion LearningBack in June, Annabelle and I were sitting outside on our wooden bench one morning. It was my favorite spring weather--cool, windy, and bright--and the leaves of the plants and trees around us were all shifting in the wind. Annabelle played with the ivy growing behind the bench. She likes plants, especially when she gets to tear them apart. She pulled leaves off the ivy growing nearby and began to push leaves down between the bench slats. She carefully watched each one fall to the ground, then picked another, turned it in her hand, and pushed it through the crack between the slats.<br />
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It's been fun, and very difficult, trying to imagine how Annabelle sees the world. My husband pointed out that her world probably looks a lot like a moving, color version of the photograph above--a barrage of visual data without much meaning. From her point of view on the bench, the edge was only a change of color until she put her hand out and felt it was an edge. Same with the bench slats, and the distance of the armrest. The visual experience didn't make sense until her sense of touch that gave meaning to what she saw.<br />
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The same is true for all of us. Maybe because we have language, and categorize or label the senses as separate, we don't see that it's really not possible to experience just one sense. The way we learned to see is not the way in which we're taught a subject in school, one at a time. It's total immersion learning. It's the way we experience the world as well, although with all of our adult filters, categorization, and labels, we think we experience the world in a much simpler way. I can get glimpses of my unfiltered experience watching Annabelle learn. <br />
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">Image: Ronald C. James, photographer, from J. Thurston and R.G. Carraher, <span style="font-style: italic;">Optical Illusions and the Visual Arts.</span></span>Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-7608192824488901242011-11-09T12:40:00.000-08:002011-11-09T12:40:40.429-08:00And we're back!Hello! I'm returning from maternity leave with a couple new posts. I've been meaning to blog more frequently, but since my daughter Annabelle's birth a year ago things have been very different and busy--in a good way, mostly! Because life and my approach to it feel so changed, I've changed the title of my blog, and the name of my Feldenkrais practice, to The Art of Curiosity. The old title (move well=live well), implied a little too much judgment for me, and one of the things I like most about the Feldenkrais Method is its inherent lack of judgment. I also didn't want to emphasize movement as much, since the method is also more about learning than about moving. I'm working on a couple of new entries inspired by watching Annabelle learn, as her learning experience seems very similar to the kind of learning Feldenkrais lessons elicit.Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-45208953191182503822010-08-31T15:54:00.000-07:002010-08-31T16:24:53.800-07:00On a Personal Note: ChangeI haven't written a post for a while because life has been in flux. Change and movement constitute life. Static states and stagnation are a condition of death. Why then do we all cling to the static? Maybe because it's safe, it's known, it feels secure.<br /><br />I'm expecting a baby at the end of October. Her birth will be the culmination of years of decision-making, the roller-coaster of trying to conceive, conception, miscarriage, trying again. It will also be the beginning of a new movement into life, of a constantly changing being. Actually, we've arrived at that point already--I have a clear sense that she's here, moving and changing inside me. Although there are strong punctuation marks in life, like birth, there is no real point of arrival because that would be stopping the ongoing process that each of us is. There is no period until death.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDVJcCOY4G70cRjpPDH_1ZFZOpZcFcBISB_VAHIqPMChAS9RcIy2aNtRGlEGFA_sJBqtPBMSOcT82oXIeTt43wcGWGVgMRIIibswqkzj8yMk-sTTY5jMmLZAl-KmK6uD-L286Zao03tJsN/s1600/DSC_0147_2.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 235px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDVJcCOY4G70cRjpPDH_1ZFZOpZcFcBISB_VAHIqPMChAS9RcIy2aNtRGlEGFA_sJBqtPBMSOcT82oXIeTt43wcGWGVgMRIIibswqkzj8yMk-sTTY5jMmLZAl-KmK6uD-L286Zao03tJsN/s320/DSC_0147_2.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5511717713134011986" border="0" /></a><br />Being pregnant is like a Feldenkrais lesson at the cellular level. My body's chemical, hormonal, and physical habits are disrupted daily. Each day I have to negotiate a new balance because my center of gravity has changed again. This is really interesting, and attracts my curiosity, but it's also disconcerting at times. I've had a strong feeling more than once that I don't know who I am. It's true on so many levels. I have 50% more blood in my veins. My belly is huge. Hormonally speaking, there is a bigger difference between me and my non-pregnant self than between me and my husband. He and I, a couple, are becoming a family of three.<br /><br />Just to add more change, my husband and I decided to move from San Francisco, where I have lived my entire adult life, to Berkeley. Not a huge distance, but a big change for us. It's kind of satisfying to change everything externally at the same time that so much is changing internally. It's also interesting to notice how much I identify with my home--how difficult it was to take apart the San Francisco home, how in a hurry I am to set everything up in a familiar way in the new home. In the same way I identify with my body, and do double-takes when I look down at my big belly. That's me. This is my house. Not really believing it yet, still stuck in the old patterns.<br /><br />If I lie down and breathe, let my breath find its natural rhythm, that rhythm has changed because my metabolism has shifted during pregnancy. I'm lying on the floor in my new home, looking out at the redwood tree in the front yard. All these indicators of identity are superficial, even the rhythm of my breathing. I cling to the old familiar indicators, but there is a core of myself that is deeper than these indicators, and when I can stop for long enough, when I look for it, I can sense it. I couldn't describe or locate it, except perhaps in the primary image, in my representation of myself as directions and lengths. I can sense myself at some points as a continual process--my history feeding into who I am now, but also able to shift and change. When I can sense this, I can also sense many new possibilities for how to be myself. If I can change this much, what else is possible?Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-63277065824429745012010-05-12T13:46:00.000-07:002011-12-21T23:40:14.514-08:00Where to begin?I just received an email from a young woman from Greece who is studying the flute. Her question: <br />
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My response: Everyone has an opinion about posture! I'm sure you hear many confusing and contradictory things. What I like about the Feldenkrais Method is that there are no rules about posture, and there is no one good position. Feldenkrais sees posture as a point of equilibrium and uses going in and out of balance to find the place of balance, which can be different every day. My favorite flute teacher, Liisa Ruoho at the Sibelius Academy in Finland, says "You have to lose your balance in order to find it."<br />
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It's important to find your own balance and comfort from the inside, exploring different movements until you find what suits you. Everyone has a different shape and a different history and different habits, so one teacher's solution may not work for you. Also teachers tend to simplify and turn advice into rules. For me following rules takes me out of myself and causes more tension.<br />
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I recently taught the Feldenkrais lesson called "What Is Good Posture?" and recorded it. I'll post it now on my blog so you can do it if you'd like. It's also published in a book by Feldenkrais called <a href="https://www.feldenkrais.com/shop/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=257&products_id=36">Awareness through Movement</a>. This book has 12 sample lessons which are a good introduction to Feldenkrais. There's another good one concerning breathing, which I have posted <a href="http://staceypelinka.blogspot.com/2010/02/more-core.html">here</a>.<br />
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<span style="font-size: 85%; font-style: italic;">Disclaimer: this is a recording of a live lesson, unscripted, and responding to the people who attended the class. It is not a substitute for a live class, where the teacher can observe your movements and respond to your pacing. But it's a good introduction to the method.</span><br />
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Find a comfortable place to lie on your back, on a carpet or other firm, padded surface. Wear comfortable clothes and allow about an hour for the lesson. Take care and don't do anything uncomfortable. You can always make the movement smaller and slower to be more comfortable, or simply imagine it, and still get the same effect. Enjoy!<br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dw2nhporxx_n30udgMRed5W8B3bOg0W6a2VgYrncywnrQCwD7arA46E0rab71zP6uxUbly-5yYfkBAouWf_Cg' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-20300250249804878542010-02-15T13:31:00.001-08:002010-02-15T13:56:46.122-08:00Come as you are!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2O6UlaD42bvupre3EINJP7Bnf6FnDdz5E_WHC9Cv-bAxxocs62emJCrrxHaz4T_syVP2lxKXQTxuY8OYF_tmLHMEVPuf_G0k8S5TedkY61wkzcfyrtAEOVD2ZxkMBlIT2KDUeWH4xPGV0/s1600-h/blank+sign+in+nevada.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2O6UlaD42bvupre3EINJP7Bnf6FnDdz5E_WHC9Cv-bAxxocs62emJCrrxHaz4T_syVP2lxKXQTxuY8OYF_tmLHMEVPuf_G0k8S5TedkY61wkzcfyrtAEOVD2ZxkMBlIT2KDUeWH4xPGV0/s320/blank+sign+in+nevada.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5438585413806573986" border="0" /></a><br /><blockquote style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:85%;">As for me, the Feldenkrais Method is the most rebellious thing I have ever engaged in. It locates authority within oneself rather than outside oneself and gave me tools to enrich my own authority.<br /><br />Erin Clark, <a href="http://blogosfeld.wordpress.com/feldenwhat/">Blogosfeld</a></span><br /></blockquote>I was happy to read the above quote in Erin's blog, because the lack of external authority is one of my favorite things about the Feldenkrais Method. After years of traditional education--trying to please the teacher, being told how to play a piece, studying for a test--it's a relief to finally learn on your own terms. The movements in a Feldenkrais lesson are done at your own pace, within your own range of comfort. Discovering your own internal rhythms and organization, you end up with a strong sense of ownership of what you've learned.<br /><br />People who come for lessons are usually full of judgment about how they move and act--"I'm sitting the wrong way. Look, my shoulder is too high. I have really bad posture." But in Feldenkrais the conventional sense of right and wrong doesn't exist. Dennis Leri writes in<span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> <a href="http://semiophysics.com/SemioPhysics_article_learning.html">Learning How to Learn</a></span>:<br /><blockquote><span style="font-size:85%;">In the Feldenkrais Method, each person already presents the ideal body, the ideal way to move. For many of us this is a difficult concept to grasp. We take pain, ‘poor’ posture, or limited movement as symptoms of something wrong. Yet each and every person makes the best choices possible given his or her perception of choices.<br /></span></blockquote><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span>After I explained this to a friend with whom I was working, he coined a new slogan: "Feldenkrais--come as you are!"<br /><br />Another friend, when I quoted Erin in a weekly class, asked, "But <span style="font-style: italic;">who</span> locates the authority within oneself? Who has the authority to do that?"<br /><br /><a href="http://www.nytimes.com/imagepages/2009/10/05/science/06mind.ready.html">The picture above</a>, from <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2009/10/06/health/06mind.html?_r=2">an interesting article in the New York Times,</a> may illustrate a partial answer to this question. The sign is there. But the directions in it are blank. The method creates a formal process through which you can discover your own authority. In order to create the space to experience discovery, you follow the framework of the lessons, but the content is your own. Dennis Leri describes this process in a recent interview, when discussing the work of renowned hypnotherapist Milton Erickson:<br /><blockquote><span style="font-size:85%;">Erickson used what we call metonymical distinctions. So he would say “a man came to me today”--doesn’t say what kind of man, right? So automatically, you’re filling in content...you’re thinking, OK, not a woman, a man. So he says, “46 years old...married...6 kids...the eldest two in jail...the wife works two jobs.” In other words, he doesn’t say “The guy’s a slacker.” He doesn’t give you an interpretation. As you go along you end up filling it in.<br /><br />Dennis Leri, <a href="http://utahfeldenkrais.org/blog/2009/01/dennis-leri-podcast/">Interview with Ryan Nagy</a></span></blockquote>Dennis goes on to say that an Awareness through Movement lesson does much the same thing. The teacher (or facilitator--more on that later) asks, "Where do you feel changes?" rather than saying "Your left shoulder should now be pressing into the floor more." You fill in the answers yourself--the content is your own. More subtly, the teacher instructs you to do a movement involving the right side, then on the left side. You compare the sides and discover a wealth of new content--new sensory, intellectual, kinesthetic, and emotional information. You have a more complete sense of yourself on many different levels, and you have discovered that sense, rather than being told by someone what you should feel.<br /><br />This is why the words <span style="font-style: italic;">teacher, student</span>, and <span style="font-style: italic;">lesson</span> are misleading. Ilana Nevill writes about this incongruence in the most recent Feldenkrais Journal:<br /><blockquote><span style="font-size:85%;">Our students lie in a rather vulnerable position on the floor while we as teachers tower above them, guiding and instructing them to become more aware of having a choice: either to remain dependent on what others tell them or to assume personal authority in discovering what is right and good on their own.<br /><br />Ilana Neville, "Toward a Culture of Mutual Learning," <a href="https://www.feldenkrais.com/shop/index.php?main_page=index&cPath=256&zenid=de09e5da3264b8f042e5adfcdb150461">Feldenkrais Journal No. 22</a><br /></span></blockquote>This can lead to an expectation of more passive learning, while in reality Awareness through Movement creates the space for you to learn actively and own what you learn. Nevill prefers to use language such as <span style="font-style: italic;">dialogue, play, exploration, partners in learning.</span><br /><br />Feldenkrais: Come as you are! Explore, play with options, make discoveries. Leave subtly transformed, with a new sense of yourself, but feeling even more deeply <span style="font-style: italic;">you</span>.Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-88899941501616902782010-02-01T14:00:00.000-08:002010-02-15T13:37:24.331-08:00Do you feel centered?What does it mean to be centered--physically, emotionally, mentally? Where is the center? Moving from the center is a fundamental strategy of the martial arts. Our powerful core muscles are stronger than the muscles of our limbs and using them can make movement seem effortless. Discover movement from the center and you may feel centered in every sense of the word.<br /><br />This lesson uses a breathing technique from Judo to help you sense the varieties of movement that happen while breathing, and get more familiar with the core of yourself. You'll need about an hour to lie on a soft carpet or mat and do the lesson. Enjoy!<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" >[disclaimer: this lesson and the others posted below were recorded during a live class. The pacing and instructions respond to the students in that class. Participating in an actual class is always more effective, but if you can't do that this is the next best thing. Take care and don't do more than you can easily and comfortably.]</span><br /><br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dybNpcV1UgfjGRuIUKzAqPTfRsQhJE0SvK44xnv9ziKN8bQN03H4msSeYzrP99-CzOfj3nF4pbMxC0dREQi-Q' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-51532134840077653722010-01-30T16:02:00.000-08:002010-01-31T00:11:42.030-08:00Ferneyhough & Feldenkrais<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgENvoDGaWt9ztV9Ab5o7va-QrdK_pGQ11VXF8oConDRpMaQ9cPaXI8Ey-HVYzGaFCIxLItUR4CKCVt-PWkiTcUW_BI-Ns3rrKXnwheXfFgrYOCcjp6TPMZXudyejyaiZdtLN4OvW45pHp/s1600-h/800px-Ferneyhough_Etudes_Transcendantales_measure_1.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 130px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgENvoDGaWt9ztV9Ab5o7va-QrdK_pGQ11VXF8oConDRpMaQ9cPaXI8Ey-HVYzGaFCIxLItUR4CKCVt-PWkiTcUW_BI-Ns3rrKXnwheXfFgrYOCcjp6TPMZXudyejyaiZdtLN4OvW45pHp/s320/800px-Ferneyhough_Etudes_Transcendantales_measure_1.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432695067384626930" border="0" /></a><br /><blockquote><br /><br />For some years, the British-born, American-based composer Brian Ferneyhough has been testing the outer limits of what players can play and listeners can hear, and he has become the somewhat unwilling figurehead for a movement known as the New Complexity. Ferneyhough may win the prize for inscribing more black dots per square inch than any composer in history: a characteristic bar of his Third String Quartet has the first violin setting forth jagged, double-stopped figures over a range of several octaves, replete with glissando, trills, and seven different dynamic markings; the second violin playing a stream of twenty-nine thirty-second notes; the viola playing a stream of thirty-<span style="font-style: italic;">three</span> thirty-second notes; and the cello scrubbing out disjointed figures down below. Because not even the most expert performers can execute such notation precisely, it becomes a kind of planned improvisation, more akin to a free-jazz or avant-rock freak-out than to anything in the mainstream classical tradition--mutatis mutandis, a mosh pit for the mind.<br />--Alex Ross, <span style="font-style: italic;">The Rest Is Noise</span>, p.522-3<br /><br /></blockquote>The New Complexity invites the perfectionist performer to become friends with failure--a third F to add to the title of this entry. Preparing a piece of Ferneyhough's music begins with opening the score, gasping, and closing it quickly again. Then a second peek. The music looks very difficult and completely opaque--it's not really possible to get a sense of it from looking at it. Only after many hours of staring, working out complex mathematical relationships on graph paper, playing a single beat fifty times before it becomes familiar, does the music begin to shape itself. In the meantime, the performer (at least this is true for me and a colleague or two who discussed the process candidly) finds herself pinned against the edge of ability. There is so much to focus on, so many markings for each fragment of a second, that it really is impossible to render perfectly. And that's not the point of this music.<br /><br />But for musicians trained all their lives to reach perfection, this music can be a challenge to identity, emotional endurance, and sense of self. As I was preparing the piccolo part for <span style="font-style: italic;">Flurries</span> this past month, I repeatedly came up against a wall--I can't do this! My brain jangled (I could almost picture a big neon alarm blinking OVERLOAD) and I had to stop practicing. I knew that perfection wasn't the point but because I habitually make perfection my goal with learning music, I couldn't help panicking.<br /><br />There is a series of Feldenkrais lessons designed to be impossible. They study a movement from Judo called the Five Winds Kata, which very few practitioners have ever accomplished. The reason Feldenkrais chose this movement was to keep the focus off the goal, which is almost unattainable, and on the process of learning and exploration--to give the student the chance to practice ease, curiosity, and awareness even in the most frustrating situations.<br /><br />When I remembered those lessons this past month, it was easier to approach the Ferneyhough. I had the patience break it down and play everything within my comfort level, slowly enough that I could play with ease. Paradoxically, this helped me learn much faster than practicing with ambition, and running headlong into that wall over and over again. It was really interesting to notice when I approached the wall of frustration and inability, and how my identity as a musician came into question when I got too close.<br /><br />I also thought deeply about what failure would mean. Ferneyhough's music is in essence a kind of orchestrated failure. A tinge of fear is an essential element; making it go away would take the exciting edge from the performance. Acceptance had to happen on a different scale: I had to accept that I can't accept failure, that I would feel fear and anxiety, and that these feelings were a vital part of the performance. Another paradox--when I stopped running away from anxiety, I started to enjoy myself, to hear the music, and to sense gestures and textures I hadn't noticed before.<br /><br />A performance is just a snapshot of an ongoing process. With all its movement, its unfolding in time, music is so much more about process than goals. The process, not the goal. Expression, not perfection. With patience, ease, and grace. Mantras I keep rediscovering.Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-92121933570261796272009-11-18T23:15:00.000-08:002009-11-29T16:59:52.793-08:00Trust<span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" class="sqq" ><br />“After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music." -Aldous Huxley</span><br /><br />Earlier this fall, I played the Rachmaninov Piano Concerto No. 3 with the Santa Rosa Symphony and Jeffrey Kahane was the piano soloist.<span style="font-style: italic;"> </span>Kahane is an open-hearted performer--the listener senses that he is expressing his love for humanity and his innermost inexpressible thoughts in an intimate way. His performances are very moving, and he plays with technical brilliance as well. I realized as I was listening to him play that I trust him to rise to any technical challenge, but he's not a perfect player. Listening to him, you get the sense that perfection is not his goal--all technical feats are solely at the service of his expressive needs, his communication of something very important to the audience.<br /><br />I don't always trust myself as a performer, but at times I feel I can do anything. The moments when I trust myself least are those in which I'm focusing on perfection; the moments I trust myself the most are when I'm expressing something to the audience.<br /><br />When we know what we want to say, trusting how to say it is easier. When we know ourselves better, we trust better what we want to say. Here is a Feldenkrais lesson that explores the ideas of self-awareness and trust. You'll need about an hour to do it. Get deeply acquainted with yourself, and give yourself the gift of trust.<br /><br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='304' height='253' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dwLAYvPSE-yu51Yq52_LszG1YH7AYzP9n6jpTvG1IHVGAdMRAOIiZ7Av8971q8SiwZluI0c2gZX-ofKIP95' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-39495881937115335192009-10-06T22:44:00.000-07:002009-10-12T13:10:31.554-07:00Primary Image<span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtjomOdpcHEhV86SzykMeDPo-PqAaRxEVtObUfKhNyxuAqjBGBmP-XxLin8KczTFf2iE29DksOOicTPG9MDJ5AYYsqQNkjEG1i97H4ClcHuaQ6K5uixIUSYY-qz1o3ODybQgY20ajeu6Ud/s1600-h/stick+figure+in+peril.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtjomOdpcHEhV86SzykMeDPo-PqAaRxEVtObUfKhNyxuAqjBGBmP-XxLin8KczTFf2iE29DksOOicTPG9MDJ5AYYsqQNkjEG1i97H4ClcHuaQ6K5uixIUSYY-qz1o3ODybQgY20ajeu6Ud/s320/stick+figure+in+peril.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389730304345364930" border="0" /></a><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">Primary Image</span></span> </span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" class="UIStory_Message" ><span style="font-weight: normal;font-family:verdana;" ><br /><br />This fall I'm teaching a series of lessons exploring the Primary Image, a fundamental view of the self composed of just the cardinal lengths and directions of spine, </span><span class="text_exposed_show"><span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">arms, and legs. The image is a very useful tool: it's much more basic than your usual habits and hangups, so habits and hangups tend to fall away. By letting go of details--this is crooked, this is painful, this is too short--it's possible to move very differently. The image is simple, just lengths and directions, making it easier to pay attention to the whole self as you move.</span><br /><br /></span></span></span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh72KOxcRB4fbe-i0qgtT7QYMwDFz-Dy4zROb2yUooTW-JnOAkUrkWxL2WTao_Y05O4y0_Yd2ne0gtjTByGJQNo0qy7oPFLHdMM8M5J5mHShI3EDe5bGgrL8HfYTC8C8hCxZh9p4KYPG3hi/s1600-h/stick_figure_running.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh72KOxcRB4fbe-i0qgtT7QYMwDFz-Dy4zROb2yUooTW-JnOAkUrkWxL2WTao_Y05O4y0_Yd2ne0gtjTByGJQNo0qy7oPFLHdMM8M5J5mHShI3EDe5bGgrL8HfYTC8C8hCxZh9p4KYPG3hi/s320/stick_figure_running.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389995671156316866" border="0" /></a> </span><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" >Holding this image in your attention while you move, you're sinking to a level of perception below your individual experience, a level that has more in common with the rest of the species, or even with other mammals. Without the baggage of discomforts, historical associations, or even images of muscle and bone, the five lines of the Primary Image are free to move with the utmost ease and grace. And so are you.<br /><br /></span><span style=";font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">Try it! Here is an example of a Primary Image lesson. I taught and recorded this lesson a few weeks ago. You'll need about an hour to do the lesson. Lie in a comfortable firm surface on your back, on a soft carpet or pad. Don't do anything that feels uncomfortable--if necessary, the movements can be done so slowly and minimally that someone watching would not be able to see you moving. Another recorded Primary Image lesson is in the previous blog entry, This Is Water. Enjoy!</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzHLaoSAsPKSI7_SO9zrnTvM-us3m1wklV55DuBMZ36YPYUdHpI2lSH3I4LWLa65zPz7o12p2Mx-6qx6F21fw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></span>Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-13263784422848054892009-09-13T14:45:00.000-07:002009-10-12T13:11:22.581-07:00This Is WaterI just bought a copy of <span style="font-style: italic;">This Is Water</span> by David Foster Wallace for a friend's daughter who is off to college. It's a commencement address he gave which has been published in book form. He opens with a little parable about two fish who are greeted by an older fish one day.<br /><blockquote><span style="font-size:85%;">There are these two young fish swimming along and they happen to meet an older fish swimming the other way, who nods at them and say, "Morning, boys. How's the water?" And the two young fish swim on for a bit, and then eventually one of them looks at the other and goes, "What the hell is water?"<br /></span></blockquote>The point is that the most obvious, common things about ourselves and our lives can go completely unnoticed. This is just "a banal platitude," says Foster Wallace. "But the fact is that, in the day-to-day trenches of adult existence, banal platitudes can have a life-or-death importance."<span style="font-size:78%;">1</span><br /><br />His essay is about thinking, and how we have a choice about what we think. Here's an <a href="http://www.wpr.org/book/davidfosterwallace/DFW%20Kenyon.mp3">example</a>, an audio clip from the original speech. He's talking about awareness, awareness of our habitual ways of thinking, ways that are so habitual that we don't even recognize their existence.<br /><br />Feldenkrais lessons begin with movement but lead through movement to this same kind of awareness. Movement is just the opening, the most obvious and visible aspect of our interaction with the world. As we go about our daily lives, we hold an image of who we are, which is like water to fish--so common to every moment of our existence that we are not aware of it. Working with this image, it is possible to achieve profound, fundamental changes. Ignoring it can be a matter of life or death. Death in a metaphorical sense--moving through the world without intention, as a sleepwalker, an automaton--or in a literal sense--failing to react effectively to the snake in the grass, the car coming out of nowhere.<br /><br />Parts of the self-image develop from our individual experience, our vocations and histories. Other elements are common to us all. We all move around a central axis. We all grow upward, and our arms and legs grow outward from the center.<br /><br />Experiencing something so fundamental to our species helps to clear out all the stories we've told about ourselves: my spine hurts there...my torso is too long...I can't play tennis. The primary image is devoid of these individual details. It's very refreshing to access something so basic.<br /><br />Take some time to experience this for yourself! I taught and recorded this Primary Image lesson this morning. You'll need about an hour, and you begin lying on your back on a firm but comfortable surface like a thick rug or a mat. Enjoy.<br /><br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzWADCL7RRl7V2Gfj23lYi_Llxl5qOOV_OJ2N9svPrBT8mYrP7u58HjcgFSIdccNKIxsg2NGBwvUuTJW4Wihw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />[1 <span style="font-style: italic;">This Is Water, </span>David Foster Wallace, Little, Brown and Company 2009]</span>Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-9028847379425615762009-09-03T16:40:00.000-07:002009-10-12T13:12:13.736-07:00ClarityAs different as we all are, we have a lot in common. We were all born, we have a standard basic shape--spine, two arms, two legs--which allows certain movements easily. We grow, we eat, and we learn.<br /><br />Learning is what makes each of us so individual. Every bird in a species sings basically the same song, and does so almost from birth, but we can learn any language on earth fluently if we start as an infant. Learning can also get in our way, especially if it is compulsive--striving to achieve something leads to habits of tension in both movement and thought. These can get in the way of clear action. When different habits pile up through years of experience, carrying out a simple action can get very complicated. Often even our original intentions get cloudy.<br /><br />Awareness brings clarity. This seems obvious and simple but it can work in many subtle ways. Take for instance the following quote from a transcript of one of Feldenkrais' lessons:<br /><blockquote><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Pay attention if you can distinguish each vertebra when you think of the spine, or not. Then you will see that there are vertebrae that have muscles that are efforting and disturbing the movement. It is impossible to pay attention to these vertebrae. They are sealed off, opaque. The moment that you distinguish them, all of a sudden, something organizes there that allows the movement to be softer, clearer, both in space and in relation to the body. </span><span style="font-size:78%;">1</span><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br /></span></blockquote>Sealed off and opaque, until we shine a light on them just by shifting our attention. We're not actually doing anything, not managing the movements of all those muscles. (In fact, trying to manage or control them would make them more opaque). Awareness helps them work in the way they are meant to, and all we have to do is sit back and let it happen.<br /><br />As this light spreads, and more of our self-image is clarified, we begin to move more easily. Since movement, thought, feeling, and sensation are intimately linked through the complexity of the nervous system, thought will also be clearer. Those hidden original intentions may spring into view again--suddenly we're clear about what we want to do. Feldenkrais refers to this in his article "On Health," in which he says that "the healthy person is the one who can live his unavowed dreams fully."<span style="font-size:78%;">2</span><br /><br />If we're clear about what our intention is and can bring awareness to our whole selves, then (just like the small muscles around the vertebrae) our actions will organize themselves around those intentions. It becomes easy and simple to carry them out. All we have to do is sit back and watch it happen.<br /><div style=""><!--[if !supportEndnotes]--><br /> <hr align="left" size="1" width="33%"> <!--[endif]--> <div style="" id="edn1"> <p class="MsoEndnoteText"><a style="" href="http://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=5131586019367455227&postID=902884737942561576#_ednref1" name="_edn1" title=""><span class="MsoEndnoteReference"><span style="font-size:9pt;"><span style=""><!--[if !supportFootnotes]--></span></span></span></a><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" >1 </span><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" >“Pushing the Hip Backward,” Moshe Feldenkrais, Lesson #335 in <i>Dr. Moshe Feldenkrais at Alexander Yanai</i></span><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" >, Vol. 8, Part A, p. 2291, International Feldenkrais Federation 2000.</span><!--EndFragment--> </p><p class="MsoEndnoteText"><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" >2 “On Health,” <i>Dromenon</i></span><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" >, Vol. 2, No. 2, August/September 1979.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoEndnoteText"><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" ><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoEndnoteText"><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" ><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoEndnoteText"><span style=";font-family:";font-size:9pt;" ><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoEndnoteText"><!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--><o:p></o:p></p> </div> </div> <!--EndFragment-->Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-30623412179149716422009-07-22T15:02:00.000-07:002009-07-22T15:17:50.494-07:00Stepping outside your frame of referenceHave you ever felt stuck inside your own experience? As learning animals, we create ourselves through the experiences we have had in our lives. Our own habits of movement, thought, emotion, and sensation define our personalities, our reactions, our character. Although it's who we are, at times this frame of reference can feel limiting.<br /><br />Below is an audio recording of a very short Awareness through Movement® lesson (attached as a blank video soundtrack). This lesson embodies the idea of stepping outside the frame of reference--becoming aware of the frame of reference can make it possible to step beyond it. Living outside the box can be liberating!<br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='167' height='138' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dxw9WBnxBNpcDJcJ6ZRaAEZHNWcyVNoB9LpyFP-Att9HNIHAdkl5J2JBNjx6TJ0-dYomXbEjlkvKB7yz8EXWA' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br />Most Feldenkrais lessons have this idea as a fundamental theme. Shining a light on our comfortable paths of movement helps us realize they are comfortable paths (maybe even ruts) but not the only possibility, as we often assume. This opens the door to new possibilities. Movement is a metaphor for and a microcosm <span class="il">of</span> our experience. Learn to step outside your habitual paths <span class="il">of</span> movement, and you will find yourself thinking, feeling, and acting in new ways.Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-28461111013173118052009-06-01T10:08:00.000-07:002009-06-02T10:16:02.697-07:00Subject/ObjectIf someone were to look at you right now they would see you as relatively symmetrical--there may be small details here and there that are not completely symmetrical, but generally your arms and legs are the same length, the two sides of your torso look similar.<br /><br />Now try this: lie on the floor, and imagine a plane dividing yourself into left and right sides. Compare your perception of the two sides. Notice the length of each side, whether it feels rounder or flatter, wider or narrower, lighter or heavier. You may find some remarkable asymmetries in your subjective perception--one leg may feel inches shorter than the other, or you may feel like one side of you is flat and the other floating off the floor. Our subjective perception is much more malleable than objective observation. And this malleability is a key tool of the Feldenkrais Method.<br /><br />Our subjective perception of our self is much more than an imaginary construct. It is our self-image, the foundation from which we act and live. And our interactions with the world change our self-image. It shrinks and expands along with our changes in activity, mood, and awareness. If I am playing the flute and feel expansive and happy, I will sense my size and use my lungs, hands, and fingers in a completely different way than if I feel tentative or nervous. And the reverse is true--if I can feel expansive when I am tentative or nervous, chances are I will begin to feel happier and more confident.<br /><br />Try lying on the floor again. Now notice how the back of yourself comes into contact with the floor. The floor is a solid, objective surface. Comparing the contact between the back of yourself and this surface joins your subjective and objective perception. Notice the differences between the contact of your right and left sides. Roll very slowly a little to the right, to increase the contact of the right side, and then a little to the left. Do this several times, feeling the changes in contact, how there is more pressure on one side, then the other. Then lie in the middle again, and sense your contact now. Does it feel different than before?<br /><br />This is just the beginning of an Awareness through Movement lesson. The lesson would usually go on to explore a movement in detail with several variations, and use a scan like the one above to see how the movement explorations have shifted your perception of yourself. These lessons help you become aware of differences between subjective and objective worlds. There is much more to consider--the subjective/objective dichotomy is the subject of volumes of philosophy and cognitive science--but these immediate practical applications help us live more fully. I'll add more later this month.Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-61811464237637754572009-05-04T21:34:00.001-07:002009-05-23T17:24:21.543-07:00More gestureA friend pointed out that gesture in music is a large field of study and I've been surveying it a little.<br /><br />One emphasis of study is on artificial reproductions of gesture, as well as technology that captures a gesture and interprets it. <a href="http://recherche.ircam.fr/equipes/analyse-synthese/wanderle/Gestes/Externe/">IRCAM</a> has a large website on the subject of gesture and technology. The attempt to reproduce human gestures helps us to understand them. Breaking them down into smaller components, as we do in Awareness through Movement lessons, we can appreciate the complexity of a gesture.<br /><br />Another emphasis is the meaning of musical gestures. Here's a quote from an <a href="http://www.eca.usp.br/prof/iazzetta/papers/gesture.htm">article</a> by Fernando Iazetta:<br /><br />"Gestures increase function by virtue of their expressiveness. That is, a gesture may control multiple parameters at the same time, thus allowing a user to manipulate data in a manner not possible by modifying each parameter individually. For example, a conductor simultaneously controls both tempo and volume of the music gesture. The rhythm of the gesture controls tempo and the size of the gesture controls volume. This allows an efficient communication not possible by adjusting the tempo and volume independently."<br /><br />Technologists break gestures apart to study them, but expressiveness puts them back together. How could a conductor adjust the tempo and volume independently? In making a musical gesture, such as conducting the shape of a phrase, we don't consciously manage all the parameters. We don't say to ourselves, "now I'm going to move my arm a distance of eighteen inches in an upward diagonal movement, inhaling as I do so," or "I am going to indicate a tempo increase of 12% while simultaneously indicating a gradual increase in volume." We think of an expressive intent--an increase in excitement, for instance.<br /><br />We sense the shape of the phrase and the movements organize themselves to carry out our intention. If we aren't certain of our intention, the gesture will seem more self-conscious. It's fairly apparent when a conductor spends time practicing in front of a mirror, or when any musician is more taken with the look of a gesture than with the underlying musical meaning. <br /><br />And in playing an instrument, an image of an expressive gesture will help all the technical details of execution fall into place, usually making the technical execution feel much easier. Conscious micromanagement of all the details of fingering, rhythm, and articulation can get in the way of a fluid performance. Conscious control of intention is far more effective than conscious control of technical execution.Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131586019367455227.post-75808611382199112532009-04-28T10:45:00.000-07:002009-04-28T11:09:17.049-07:00Gesture (theme for May)Welcome! I'm starting this blog because I teach a weekly Feldenkrais Awareness through Movement® class. Each month I choose a theme for the class. I write up a little description of the theme in my emails about the class, and I always want to write a little more than is appropriate for a brief description. Also, I find that thinking about these themes and exploring them is a great way to think about Feldenkrais and describe it to others. So here's the long description of the theme for May. I'm going to include a few entries on past themes in the next few weeks.<br /><br />My class has a performing arts focus, so I'm going to include examples from the world of professional musicians (which I also belong to) and other creative artists.<br /><br />Gesture is basic to our life in the world. Movement, expression, communication, thought, observation--all are accomplished through gesture. Gesture is how we interact with the world around us. <br /><br />In a flute masterclass a few years ago, I saw a master flute teacher point out that a gesture a student was making with her flute had nothing to do with the gesture she was making with the air. She made a big accent with her arms and the flute, but the accent was almost exclusively visible, because she didn't make an accent with the air as well. <br /><br />When we're self-conscious, on stage or in an anxiety-producing situation, we may make similar false gestures. <br /><br />An Awareness through Movement (ATM) lesson can help us regain authenticity of gesture. Many lessons explore a single whole-body gesture. Even the label "whole-body" is too small, because it's the whole SELF which is participating--movement, thought, breath, and sensation. The ATM lesson uses various strategies to explore the gesture: slowing it down, breaking it into smaller components, directing the attention to various places. Sometimes lessons explore just the initiation of the gesture, using so little movement that it's almost imperceptible. Letting go of effort that is not completely necessary to accomplish the gesture helps it become more natural. Our bodies and nervous systems have a natural logic that becomes more apparent as this excess effort, or parasitic movement, falls away.<br /><br />As performers and as people interacting with the world, we benefit from clear gestures. Exploring and clarifying a gesture in movement helps us clarify gestures of thought and emotion as well. And clarifying HOW we communicate something helps to clarify WHAT we're trying to communicate as well.Stacey Pelinkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14005514071977642767noreply@blogger.com2